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    • 还是要幸福。
    Posted by Saturday, March 3, 2012 10:28 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

    Times like this when it actually got me thinking.
    What do I actually want?
    What am I exactly doing with my life?
    Why am I so useless, so dumb, so inferior?
    Why can't I do anything right?
    I don't know what to wish for, what to expect anymore.
    Higher my hopes are, the greater the disappointment.
    Everything is so different now.

    I'm practically screwing everything up now. Studies, friendship, cca.
    Underperforming for every single subject.
    :(
    Such a failure sigh.

    为什么我怎么没有用？
    Really wish I can do smt right.
    Make someone proud of me.
    Is it really that hard, that impossible?
    Sometimes I get so tired from trying.
    I studied, real hard. And every time I get my results back, I'll get so disappointed. So demoralized.
    Is it true that giving my very best isn't enough?

    The change in you scares me, a lot.
    Feels like I don't know you anymore.
    You are no longer the person who's nice and caring. I don't know if you still genuinely treat me as a friend. Or everything you do is just for show.
    Why must things turn out this way?

    Okay whatever. On the brighter note, I kinda know who really cares about me and who doesn't. It's kinda nice and heartwarming to know that someone really really cares about you.
    Really hope these people will stay in my life.

    3A is getting better. I guess.
    Got closer to more people, and realized that they ain't as bad as I first thought. My perspective of 3A probably will become much better in time to come I hope.