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    • Ignorance is bliss.
    Posted by Friday, November 18, 2011 9:14 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

    Just when I thought everything is fine,
    things have to come crashing down on me once again.
    I'm really starting to doubt myself.
    Why am I such a failure?
    Why am I so insensitive to everyone around me?
    Why am I so incapable of balancing all of my friendships?
    Why am I so weak?
    Why am I emotional?
    Why am I such a bad friend?
    Yes I know, I can be a real bitch at times.
    Yes I know, I'm not perfect and I have many many flaws.
    But really, I'm trying my best. My very very best.
    Sometimes I really do wonder, is it worth it for me to put in so much effort in trying to salvage a relationship that is already broken?
    Am I the only dumb girl who still believe that everything will turn out fine someday?
    I've come to a point whereby I no longer know what to do.
    Everything seems to be in a mess right now.
    I really wish that I have the power to change everything.
    I really wish I have the power to make everyone around me happy.
    But sadly, I don't.
    Somebody tell me what to do.
    I'm so tired to continue trying but i know I'm not ready to let go of everything that was once so important to me.
    I'm sorry for being weak.
    I'm sorry for not being perfect.
    I'm sorry for acting how I really feel.
    I'm sorry, but this is me and it's impossible for me to change no matter how hard I try.
    I'm sorry, I really really am.