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Charmayne,
1st Feb, her day.
AHS, 2G.
Teach her how to laugh.

My lovelies.

Posted by Saturday, October 29, 2011 9:35 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

28th Oct 2011, super awesome.
so basically, we (kaiying, ian, brandon, randall and zach) went to celebrate ky's birthday at ECP.
the weather is perfectttt.
so before i met the guys, was CCA day.
so had guitar from 9-12
and went for some briefing stuff.
AND WE ARE GONNA HAVE SEC 3 BONDING CAMP.
IM SHO FREAKING HAPPY.
okay that's besides the point.
so met them at tnmr, and went lunch at tamp carls' jr.
AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO ATE.
bought cake afterwards and off to ecp! :D
reached at about 2.30
watched the guys dumping themselves and pushing each other into the sea.
hehe super epic.
brandon WANTED to push or drag me into the water, but he couldnt coz im cool like that (Y) hehe
so, waited for 2 HOURS before our dear birthday girl came coz she got lost /facepalm cute or what? HAHA
so she came and we had lots and lots of fun
CAKE SMASHING. :P
went to clean up at about 6 plus and head to parkway for dinner :D
but sadly, only kaiying, brandon, randall and I went.
so settled for KFC.
super epic time.
Johnny whoosh, fuzzy wuzzy, what's next, and staring competition.
hehe super awesome :D
left at about 9 and i reached home at 10.15 if im not wrong.
HAHA. So that's how my day ended.
i really really enjoyed myself.
been so long since i went to sleep feeling so happy and contented. life's good i guess. heeh <3

You don't know anything about me.

Posted by Monday, October 24, 2011 2:20 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Interclass games today! Lost both badminton and captain's ball.
But we did well I guess. :)
At least we gave our best, hahah so no regrets.

70.6%, 14th in class, 161 in level
How much suckier can that be?

Don't judge me my dear boy.
You know what, I don't really care what you think of me :)
So what if I'm AA?
So what if I cry for a day but start being happy again in the next day?
Does it freaking concern you?
No, so just shut your bloody mouth up and mind your own business :)
I don't need you to teach me how to live my life.
I'm not here to please you okay?
So get that part straight, boy.
Don't like me just say it in my face :)
Don't act all cool and stuff only behind the computer screen.
I don't care if you read this and start giving comments again :)
Since I posted it, I'm not scared of you reading it, or giving negative comments about me :)
Coz I really, really don't care what you think about me.
I don't mind being friends with you if you want, but since u choose to make me your enemy, then so be it :)
I don't lose anything anyway. Haha

Life is awesome, so far I guess :)
Surprise for kaiying this coming Friday,
And I'm mega excited :)
Celebrating valerie's birthday next week! Hope it will be fun too~
andandand, cheer up my dear qiqing baby <3
I'm here if you wanna talk k!
MUACKS.

All about us.

Posted by Saturday, October 22, 2011 10:42 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Nothing lasts forever.
People change and yea, I'm talking about you.
You have no idea how freaking much you have hurt me.
You broke every single promise that you made, and I bet you cant even remember a single one.
You have turned into the person you promised you will never be.
So I guess all along it's only my wishful thinking that you will stay forever.
Thanks for showing me that it's just me who is naive enough to believe you will stay forever and thanks for proving to me once again that I can never trust anyone.
I trusted you, and yes, it's freaking my mistake.

I want you forever, forever and always.

Posted by 10:29 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Quick update about whatever shyt that's happening in my life.

15th oct(Saturday):
Movie with qiqing, Brandon, Damien and anson.
Real steel is super awesome.
The boy is mega cute and charming.
MUST WATCH.
Yea then after movie went for all saints' church event which lasted till quite late :o
Walked back with Brandon and yea, reached home at about 10.30
Simple but awesome day out with them.

17th October(Monday):
Mini Olympics!
Won our first round of captain's ball against guides but totally got owned by wushu.
Disqualified for basketball coz of stupid reasons and our guys lost in soccer too.
Boring day~

18th October(Tuesday):
STILL mini Olympics.
Watched stairs relay and guitar lose by a tiny bit.
Prize presentation was crap, super boring.
Went botanic garden for ice cream which was plain awesome :)

19th October(Wednesday):
Day out with my prettayes, qiqing, Victoria and valerie.
Shopping at orchard and 313, trying on many many clothes with no intention of buying and eating all the good food that we can find.
Awesome or awesome?

20th October(Thursday):
Got back all our results.
Cried for the whole freaking day.
Okay whatever, call me a loser or whatever but I'm just upset over my marks okay?
Don't tell me I did well compared to many others because I don't think I did, and I didn't cry because I lost to others.
So whatever, screwed up day, screwed up results, screwed up peopl, screwed up guitar practice, screwed up everything.

-skip Friday and saturday-

Okay that's all I guess?
Boring life I know. Can't help it.
Quite proud of myself this few days because I've been a rather happy girl :)
Not 100% happy, but much better compared to the past few months!
Thankful for everything and everyone and me and I sincerely hope that things will be better soon.

I want to be the girl who laugh at the slightest thing, the girl who trust people easily and the girl who is forever optimistic once again.

Today my life begins.

Posted by Friday, October 14, 2011 9:03 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

HEY THERE.
Okay I'm back after a month or so!
And I know I've promised a post on my hk trip, but I'm not using my com now.
So guess I'll blog about it some other day ^^
okay alot of happened these few weeks!
Good and bad.

Let's start from my preparation for EOYs.

Because of EOYs, I've became much closer to Brandon and managed to make new friends ^^
haha I met up a couple of times with him to study and yea, it's productive. Believe it or not :)
I personally felt that I've been a really good girl who really mugged alot for this exam.
So whatever is my results, I know I've done my best, so no regrets :)

Okay next, is EOYs itself.
Er out of 6 papers, I think I screwed up 3. LOL
For once, I felt good after my history paper.
And, this is also the first time that I walked into the examination room, feeling so freaking unprepared for science.
Other papers went generally well I guess, as in not much comments about it!

Today, mini Olympics.
A totally waste of my time.
Everything is so screwed up and stuff.
I couldnt understand what the hell is on your mind.
I mean, I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry if I made you feel as if I'm a bitch.
But this is ME.
If you want to judge me, then please leave.

I need real friends around me. Not all this hypocritical bitches.

Anyway, felt much much better after talking to Brandon on the line.
I don't care if people think we are ina relationship or not,
Coz I know we are not, and that's all that matters. ^^

Okay since I'm talking about him, I'll just post a small dedication to him. ^^

HEY BOY.
thanks for being there for me through this tough and stressful exam period. And I really appreciate how patient you are when helping me with all my school work. Thanks for accompanying me till like 2 at night when I'm studying and you were already so freaking tired but you still tried your best to stay up. Thanks for always making me smile like a retard to my phone because of all your lame jokes and those encouraging words which really made me super touched. And thanks for being such a good listener, and listening to all the problems without complaining. You are a really really good friend and I'm glad that i have you as my close friend now. ^^
Thanks for everything.

Okay not only him, there's a few people which I wanna mention which is wenhui and yanguang. ^^
Why wenhui, is because I became much closer to her these days and I really thank her for all the times she spent with me :)
Like going crazy and stuff. I love this girl alot alot yo. <3
And yanguang, because he will randomly send me a 1111 SMS, wishing that I'll always be happy and cheerful.
Sweet or what? :)

Despite all the stuff that's happening, I'm still happy with whatever I have now :)
Long wordy post, promise I'll post pictures soon. Very very soon.

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