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Charmayne,
1st Feb, her day.
AHS, 2G.
Teach her how to laugh.

Just a kiss.

Posted by Sunday, May 22, 2011 6:58 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

HELLO PEOPLE.
I'm uber hyper now :)
IM GOING CHINA TMR~ miss me ya :D
Teehee
Short post before I'll go spend time with my bed ^^
I can't wait. Gah.
Hopefully I can wake up tmr yea! :D
Not gonna post till 1st June, so yea.
Don't expect anything new to be posted after this uber short post :)
Nights and sweet dreams <3

Hey, I love you.

Posted by Saturday, May 21, 2011 8:34 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YO!! :) it's me again! :)
Teehee 2 DAYS TO CHINA~
I can't wait omg :)
Damn freaking excited.
Went to cut my hair today and it look like a piece of crap now.
Damn.
I'm so not gonna let down my hair in china man.
Damn freaking ugly :(
Screw it.
ANYWAY, back to china trip.
I HAVEN PACK FINISH YET :) hehe
I don't know what bag to bring.
Can die. LOLLL
IM FREAKING HYPER AND EXCITED
NOW
BE JEALOUS PEOPLE ^^

You are just so perfect.

Posted by Friday, May 20, 2011 6:01 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

"You are just so perfect to me, my dear."
FUN DAY TODAY! :D
went clarke quay with 2G girls today.
Valeria, Victoria, Peimmin, JieQi, Edina and Sarah! :D
shopshop and both stickys! :D
went to meet singhui after that at bugis! :D
YAYYY!
so uber long never see her already.
Camwhore-d abit.
FUNN~~
IM DAMNNNN EXCITED FOR CHINA :D
bought loliipop from stickys shop for my china buddy :D
hopefully i won't eat it uh :P bleah
SMS spam last night.
Freaking fun smsing so many gazillion people at once :D
Heard that Xavier having his IP test tomorrow.
So yesh xavier, all the best and jiayou~
I SCREWED UP A FEW OF MY EXAMS BUT I DONT CARE LIAO, ITS OVER YAYYY :D
chinachina here i come~ YAYYY

And I need you now.

Posted by Thursday, May 19, 2011 4:47 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YAYYYYYY FREEDOM. finally, our exams have ended!
REJOICEEEEEE
maths and science was both okay I guess? :D
I did my best^^
was having headache right after the exams.
Must be cause too many brain cells died ><
sorry to those who I screamed at today :(
I didn't mean to :(
Can't wait to meet singhui tmr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR <3

Screwed.

Posted by Wednesday, May 18, 2011 5:43 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Bleah it's me again >< tmr last two papers, YAYY REJOICE~
I screwed up my English paper.
I can't believe I'm so freaking dumb :(
My brain is so screwed up now. Cannot absorb any more stuff.
IM EXCITED FOR CHINA YAYYYY :D
Bleah, MOODSWING again. LOL.
I really shouldn't be blogging, but haiz I need a break ><
hopefully the papers will be okay for me,
I cannot afford to screw up any more papers.
If not I'm seriously going to fail my overall :(
Short post.
'And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.'

Examsssss.

Posted by Saturday, May 14, 2011 1:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YAY BLOGGER IS FINALLY WORKING :)
It's exam period already!
And yes, I'm so not in a ready-for-exam kinda mood ><
I KEEP HAVING MOODSWING. omg
1 moment I feel like crying for no apparent reason, and the next, I'm like enjoying my icecream and laughing away.
I think I'm crazy already :O
I wanted to talk about alot of stuff yesterday.
But blogger was being an ass.
And now I can blog, I can't remember what I wanna say.
Dammit ><
IM SUPER EXCITED FOR CHINA. yay :)
Short post, I will more when I rmb what I wanna say :)
Teehee

If you ever love somebody put your hands up.

Posted by Thursday, May 12, 2011 7:27 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Back for a short post before I turn in for the day ^^
okay so let's see,
Exams starting tomorrow and here I am blogging :)
Well at least I DID study just now ^^
Everything is improving now I guess?
Good sign ^^ teehee
Hope everything will go back to normal ^^
oh and sorry Valerie for neglecting you this two days ><
sorry :( I was really cui and didn't felt like talking.
Oh and I hope Xavier is feeling better now ^^
got 84 for maths!
Not that bad I suppose :) hehe
Theres 3 paper tomorrow, and I hope I won't screw any up :P
Friday the 13th. I've never believe in it, and I hope nothing happens tomorrow :)
Short post,
IM SUPER UBER EXCITED FOR CHINA YAY :)
will post a longer post after exams k ^^ with pictures too :) hehe
Night all <3 JIAYOU for tmr's paper :D

FML

Posted by Sunday, May 8, 2011 4:50 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

I'm suppose to be happy today!
But I'm like in my room now,
Alone.
So I'm starting to think about unhappy stuff again.
Haiyo, WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL.
I hate myself sometimes :(
It's Sunday and I got nobody to talk to.
As in face to face.
Haiz, guess I'll just have to wait till Tuesday.
I feel really bad pestering ppl with my problems all the time.
:(

Mummy, I love you.

Posted by 2:37 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Okay I love my mum! :)
Today is awesome I guess?
Went tamp with my family to kinda celebrate mother's day.
Ate popeyes ;)
Bought some stuff,
T-shirt from fancy empire
Another shirt from hush puppy
And a pair of slippers from DMK :D
YAY.
I'm so proud of myself,
I didn't think about anything depressing today.
THREE CHEERS FOR ME :)

Hehe short post.
The weather is being an ass nowadays ><

It's time to move on.

Posted by Saturday, May 7, 2011 8:54 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay just random pics here and there.
Today went well i guess?
I kinda convinced myself to not care about them anymore.
You guys don't appreciate it anyway.
Anyway, thanks to those who actually bothers to read my blog.
Do tag yea? :D give me a chance to thank you personally ^^

You need to lose to gain.
Perhaps its true i guess.
Had fun with my science group today! :D YAYYYY
although they locked my phone for 15 mins,
but nvm, i had fun laughing with them :D

I miss guitar
I miss guitar pracs, all guitarians, playing the guitar with the whole ensemble.

Exams starting in a week time,
and i'm totally not prepared.
I can't seems to concentrate.
Haiz.

"I'm strong enough. I know I am."

It's time to let go.

Posted by Friday, May 6, 2011 3:56 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay I'm back!
Today wasn't as bad as yesterday,
Although chloe didn't come, at least I have Xavier and qiqing to talk to ><
I don't know what to do now.
Probably it's really time for me to let go.
You never listen.

Perhaps Xavier is right,
You ditched me first, why should I still care about you?
So what if you feel left out?
It isn't my fault that I'm closer to more people compared to you.
If you think by ditching me can get you more friends,
I'm sorry, but you are wrong.

Okay I'm really thankful for those who stayed with me this few days.
Thanks for being there.
I know I'm being naggy by repeating this in almost every post,
But I dont care.
At least I know how to appreciate people in my life,
Unlike you.
Thanks qiqing for lunching with me and listening to all my problems.
Thanks Shawn for always being 1 SMS away. And not conplaining when I rant to you even though u have exams the next day.
Thanks Chloe for understanding me, and asking me to stay strong.
Thanks Xavier for always being there, and treating me as a real friend.
Thanks Valerie for coming to me when I'm being left out. Thanks for being so sensitive.

A big thank you to those mentioned above.

I'm not gonna care anymore.

Insecurity sucks.

Posted by Thursday, May 5, 2011 4:22 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay was damn cui in school today.
I GOT NOBODY TO TALK TOO ><
anyway, get well soon Xavier ^^ I GOT ALOT OF THIBGS TO TELL U.
and apparently, I think u are the only one who can help me now ><

This shyt sucks totally.
I'm sick and tired of everything.
Exams is just next week,
And because of all the nonsensical crap that's happening,
I can't freaking concentrate.
I dont care if I'm known as a bitch to you.
It takes one to know one, if Im a bitch, you must be one too to realize that.

I really don't wanna hurt anyone or whatever.
I SERIOUSLY DON'T HATE ANY OF YOU.
and I'm NOT intending on snatching anything from you.
I can't do anything if you all don't believe.

And yes, you are a bloody hypocrite.

Screw all this shyt.

Posted by Wednesday, May 4, 2011 6:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Hello ><
lol so yea, today half day!
YAY.
stayed back for geog and yea, I added marks :)
Teehee
Went out with Chloe Vic and Heidi after that.
Oh yes,
It have been such a long time since I last talked to Chloe.
And when I say talk, it means hours of chatting with no other ppl around us.
Heard alot of stuff from her.
Screw this shyt.
Two-faced hypocrite. That's all I can say about you.
Oh yes, I totally agree with Xavier.
We USED to be good friends, but what happened?
Thanks Chloe for spending time with me today.
YAY! :)
okay probably I Shouldn't bother so much about it.
If you guys don't give a shyt about me, why should I?

I'm fine on my own. Just freaking get lost.

Posted by Tuesday, May 3, 2011 5:50 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Yes, today not in a good mood. Haiz.
I'm not in my best mood this few days :(
Oh yes, hypocrite.
Don't act like you care when you obviously dont.
I don't need friends like you in my life.
I've finally realized who my true friends are.
Thanks Xavier,
Really, thanks alotalot. I guess if not for you,
I will be depress and crying practically everyday.
You make me feel that someone is always there for me :)
Thanks ^^
and Valerie too!
Thanks for being so sensitive,
And the little things you do cheer me up everyday :)
Chloe too :)
Thanks for your tag at my tagboard.
I seriously feel loved when I read it.
Among the group of us now,
I'm the closest to you.
Don't make me feel that I made a wrong choice by trusting you k?
I love you <3

This 3 people are my top priority now.
Don't hurt them or else.
Its not difficult if you want me to treat you well.
Treat me well first.
Show me you are sincere in making friends me,
Then I'll be able to place my trust in you.

Once again,
Thanks Xavier, valerie and Chloe :)
I feel loved around you guys ^^

I'll catch a grenade for ya.

Posted by Sunday, May 1, 2011 7:21 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay! paiseh so long no pic liao!
it just proves it have been such a long time since i last used the com ><
You have changed.
Alot.
I don't hate the both of you individually,
but it sucks when u two come together.
It's like.. I don't know how to explain lah.
>< short post, lazy type ><

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