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Charmayne,
1st Feb, her day.
AHS, 2G.
Teach her how to laugh.

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you.

Posted by Thursday, June 30, 2011 7:32 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

"Truth hurts me , but not knowing is torturing me."

Yep, I'll rather people hurt me with the truth, than protect me with their lies.
:D
Had a great time talking to Heidi, Xavier, junwen and Ebe today.
And Heidi said something like, "I know all her relationship since p2"
And Ebe/Jacob was like "WHAT? u2 got relationship already?!?"
Okay but that's not the point.
I realized that I have known Heidi for like 6 years.
And thats freaking long, and I'm glad that I've a friend like her.
Coz right, its not easy to maintain a relationship for such a long time.
And yep, I admit we did quarrel a number of times, but yea, we managed to get bak together :)
Yay for our friendship <3

I'm starting to like 2G ALOT. Like really really alot.
It's like I can stop by at any part of the classroom, and just start a conversation with ANYONE.
practically anyone in my class
And I think it's damn cool,
I feel so comfortable in 2G.
Seriously.

Facebook is getting boring. Twitter is better :D

Okay i know this blog is like full of random stuff,
But who cares, it's my blog and I like typing this way.
Yay.
I promise I'm going to be a happy girl again.
No emo stuff.
Cross my heart.

"And I was, enchanted to meet you."

Lalala~

Posted by Wednesday, June 29, 2011 10:37 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Teehee back blogging! :)
First time blogging IN class :)
ACC is boring shyt man
Quite happy with my new seating arrangement :D
The teacher like blind de, use phone blog she also dunno :p
Nth to talk about other than screwed results :)
So yep, bye

Exhausted.

Posted by Tuesday, June 28, 2011 8:30 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

It's only the second day of school, and I'm already dreading school.
I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays.
I can't seems to do anything right :(
I'm like practically screwing everything up.
Results, projects, friendship with others and many more.
Suck.
I know I can be annoying and irritating at times, bothering people with all my problems.
But, I don't need any of you to fret over it for me, help me solve it or anything.
All I need is a listening ear.
It's okay even if u forget everything I say the next moment,
Because sometimes all I want to do is to pour my heart out.

This is really a a bad term for me I guess.
Got back English results,
Screwed as usual.
I feel that I'm not longer as happy and cheerful as I used to be.
And major moodswing sucks :(
And I'm experiencing that quite often nowadays.
:(
Haiz.
Life sucks now.
Kthxbai.

Freak this shyt.

Posted by Monday, June 27, 2011 12:34 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay I have no idea why I rant so much on this blog.
Not like anyone will read.
Not like anyone will care even if I sad/disappointed or whatever.
Sad life :(

I suck, suck, suck ttm.

Posted by 12:20 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay! So today is the first day of school.
And it's screwed. SCREWED.
that's all I can say.
Damn disappointed with myself.
Okay I'm actually quite happy with my Chinese.
At least I improved.
Malay, no comments coz I pass happy Liao.
MATHS. SCREWED. SCREWED. SCREWED.
If only I'm not this careless. If only I'm as clever as the rest in my class. If only I did better.
Damn disappointed.
Was really emotional in class that I didn't felt like talking anymore.
At that moment, I thought DNT will be able to cheer me up.
Then guess what?
Screw my mood even more.
Freak this lah.
Now then say not feasible, so that means our work for the past few months is wasted?
What the hell.
Screwed day.
Okay then after a whole lot of shyt, I just wanna get home ASAP.
and when I reached the lift just now, I saw the 'lift under maintenance' sign.
AND I FREAKING LIVE ON THE 11 FLOOR.
so had to go all the way to the other lift.
And when I reach 11 floor, realized that the lift is PERFECTLY FINE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THE BLOODY SIGN IS THERE FOR.
everything is screwed today.
I need somebody to talk to. :(

All I need.

Posted by Sunday, June 26, 2011 7:59 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR.
I'm kinda excited! :)
But have a feelin it's gonna be a super cui day.
So yep, managed to finish everything that's due tmr.
IN UR FACE ASSHOLE.
always say I never do work blahblah, keep 针对我. Think very fun izzit -.-
Early Sunday morning spoil my mood already.

Okay enough of that, coz I'll just get pissed off again if I continue typing.
I WAN MORE HOLIDAYS.
Haha ^^
and I know I haven post bout my shopping buys yet, but yes, I'm too lazy :)
Life's fine I guess?
I like show luo, ALOT.

Yay :D
I dunno what else to say Liao! So will blog soon k :)
Nights <3

Jar of Hearts

Posted by Thursday, June 23, 2011 11:21 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

IM FINALLY DONT WITH HEYMATH. LOL :D
okay im like SUPER BEHIND TIME.
:D
homework prgress:
English-25% done
chinese scrapbook-35% done
heymath- DONE!: D
science project- 70% done
dnt- 50% done (left editing work to be done!)
geog project- DONE!

so yep. im only like half done with all my work :D
but dont care liao lah, im just gonna do my best and finish what i can :D

Sometimes when I think about it,
I feel super dumb.
It's just my wishful thinking i guess.
I'm just another ordinary girl to you.
><

okay no emo nemo post today! :D
im planning to finish off the english book, so i can do the ppt tmr!
JIAYOU CHARMAYNE!
short post.
will update soon :D

Superhero.

Posted by Tuesday, June 21, 2011 9:07 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YO! ITS ME AGAIN :D YAY

okay! pictures from china! :D i know not alot, coz there's more in facebook~
yep basically to sum up the whole china trip, it was awesome. :D
many reasons as to why this trip was so successful for me:
1) I went with my awesome classmate :D
2) I had an awesome roommate who make me laugh everyday
3) Good seat in the bus
4) Fabulous daoyou :D

yepyep, so yea, i kinda miss xiao zhang (aka our tourguide)
coz right, he's like super awesome, and frankly speaking, i find him quite shuai :D
hahah!
okayokay moving on was the school :D
a new experience for me i would say. :D
made many new friends! some pics up there yea! :D and i know i look like a piece of crap in every one of them.
SORRY IM NOT PHOTOGENIC.
teehee.
the place i like the MOST, is xihu.
coz right, its like uberly pretty and all
and that day's weather was like super uber awesome so yep :D
i didnt really like shanghai. ><
coz i was in a bad mood for both the days.
well i didnt want to be in a bad mood too,
but let's just i was pms-ing.
okay skip that part coz its not smt nice. HAHAHAHHAH
OHOHO AND 2G GUYS DAMN COOL PLEASE.
all cool dancers <3 YAY
i wanted to post a video of them, but ohwell, bloggers being an ass and i cant do it
go fb see!
MUST SEE OKAY.
coz they all like super shuai :D
YAY
and i dont think i have anything else to say.
ps i know everything is not in detailed but nvm coz i like it this way. HAHAH

"Who do you think you are, running round leaving scars."

I'm officially missing you.

Posted by Sunday, June 19, 2011 9:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YO IM BAK IN SINGAPORE~
like finally
Home sweet home~
yea although its tiring,
But I must say it's quite a fruitful trip for me!
Maybe I'll do a picture post on all the new stuff I bought during this hols. :)
*guilty* coz I spent quite alot this month.
Bleah.
ALOT of HW to do, planning to chiong tmr.
Yes charmayne! You can do it!! ;)
Self motivation :p Lol

Time check: 12.02 am
I realized that I got alot of things I needa blog.
1) china trip
2) my confessions
3) student camp
4) kl trip
5) picture post :)

Okay maybe I'm kinda done with point 4 coz I already mentioned bout my kl trip in this post.
HAHAHAH.

And I played my guitar just now.
Couldn't rmb amor and la playa :(
But memories came gushing back when I played lovers' theme and gypsy soul.
Oh yes, and today on my way to the airport,
I started thinking bout random stuff and guitar syf was one of them.
I miss AHGUITAR like ALOTALOT. :(
Tht about the late night prac, our best performance at republic poly, the results.

"And I'm officially missing you."

Would you hold it against me?

Posted by Wednesday, June 15, 2011 7:55 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YAY BACK BLOGGING AFTER SO LONG.
So yea, im in malaysia now, and i super uber long neer blog already.
student camp was damn freaking awesome although we walked super lots during the amazing race! :D
the campfire and mass dance was the best though!
it's like the whole group of us dancing together to pop songs,
just like an outdoor clubbing.
HAHAH
so came m'sia and ofcourse, shop and shop
its my 3rd day here,
and im proud to say i only bought a shorts and a dress from mango! :D
and FYI, i bought it coz it was having offer :P
also bought stickys though!
the flavors here all so different de!
and its cheaper than singapore!
Going to KL's science museum tmr, kinda excited :D
Had korean dinner just now, damn full and yes, it was AWESOMEEEE~
My schedule is like totally packed.
once i go back to sing, i needa chiong my chi scrapbook. (AND YES, i started already! and im proud to say that i've almost completely one compo in 20 mins yesterday)
so im going back on the 19th.
20th June-Science project (not confirm though)
21st June- Geog project
23rd June- DnT project.
and i haven even borrowed my other chi book yet.
CAN DIE PLEASE.
im like super uber busy. short post,

bye~

Fate.

Posted by Tuesday, June 7, 2011 4:15 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

IM HAVING FUN DOING THE CONFESSION THINGY ON FB~
Teehee so far only got 17.
Maybe I should post it here so that bloggers can read too.
YAY I SHOULD DO THAT.
But nt today I guess? Maybe when I use the com.
Teehee.
I'm like overslacking this holiday man.
Like seriously.
GAH.
"Fate brought us together. Fate makes me fall in love with you."

I don't want to lose you. Never, ever.

Posted by Monday, June 6, 2011 8:35 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Second post of the day~
I don't have anything to blog bout actually.
Just have the urge to blog and waste my time and ur time since u are gonna read this.

"A good boyfriend looks past all your flaws and imperfections and loves you for who you are rather than what you look like."
I want this guy to be here with me now.
To be there for me when I'm down.
Laugh with me when I'm hyper.
Basically, he just have to be always there everytime I need him.
Wonder when this guy will come uh.
Haiz gonna be a long wait I guess. :(

Oh no, I've fallen for you.

Posted by 4:23 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

GAH I need to start work!
I'm really slacking too much I guess?
WENT FLEA WITH CHLOE 2 DAYS AGO.
Freaking awesome and I spent quite alot on clothes. Again.
*guilty*
>< flea is awesome~
Went out with heidi today to buy stuff for the scrapbook.
;)
Slack like shyt~
I'm sick! :(
What a bad timing,
Student camp is in a few days time and after that I'm going to KL.
and I'm sick now.
Damn~

AHH shytshytshyt.
I CANNOT LIKE YOU.
nonono, this can't be happening :(
SHYT~
I don't like it this way.
Everytime I like someone/get super close to someone, I'll lose them.
And I really hate losing people.
And certain not losing you.
So yea, I CANNOT LIKE YOU :(

A beautiful dream

Posted by Thursday, June 2, 2011 1:29 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

YO IM BACK FROM CHINA~
YAY BABY.
one word to describe the whole trip=AWESOME
okay its like totally a new experience for me.
and yea, i admit this trip really bond our class together.
singing on the bus,playing ans chatting during meal times, sneaking into each other's room after room check.
all these memories will never fade away :D
now that im back home, i really miss china.
i miss the times when i'll see my awesome classmates for 9 days, both day and night.
Through this trip, I get to learn so many new things, had many heart to heart talks with people I never imagine that I'll actually be close to them.
Found out many secrets among each other.
This feeling is awesome.
I really like our class now.
I've never feel like that before :D
Met many nice people in china too.
Like our china buddies :D
they are all so friendly and outgoing!
Will talk more bout it in my next few posts with pics k! :)
not forgetting our tour guide, xiao zhang.
most of the credit goes to him for such a successful and enjoyable trip :D

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