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Charmayne,
1st Feb, her day.
AHS, 2G.
Teach her how to laugh.

Let's fly.

Posted by Monday, August 29, 2011 6:09 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

whoosh its me again!
actually, i've got alot alot of stuff to say
so much that i dunno where i should begin from.
so in the end, ive decided to just keep everything to myself since im #foreveralone and nobody really cares what im doing or how i feel or whatsoever.
don't really have the mood o blog now.
so bye.

Beautiful monster.

Posted by Wednesday, August 17, 2011 8:17 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Time check 11.17.

My hair isn't dry yet and my phone is only half charged. Sigh.
Today went generally well I guess?
Had geog test yesterday and hopefully I didn't screw it up!
Oh and took the australian NSW maths competition thing yesterday after school.
Some qns are really retardedly hard.
Getting back chi results tmr and oh well, whats done is done, so whatever marks I get, it doesn't matter anymore.

Small little things are happening in my life.
People changed.
They are no longer who they used to be.
And it's like, I don't understand them anymore.
But whatever, if they ain't caring, why should I?
I'm tired of trying. Especially when I'm the only one doing so.

Why is my life filled with such insensitive assholes?
Can't you guys be a little more sensitive towards people's feelings?
Though its not about me, but I'm really pissed of after reading those stuff.
I totally can't believe that this people are so oblivious to everyone around them.
Do they really do it coz they didn't know it, or it's on purpose?

I genuinely hope tht everything will be fine for you,
I don't know what else I can do other than govin you words of encouragement.
I know you are strong enough to get over it, so jiayou.
I'm always here to help.

It's 11.23 now and my phone is only 61%. I don't wan to overcharge my phone. Guess I'll have to stay awake a little longer~

Pretty pretty please.

Posted by Sunday, August 14, 2011 6:22 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

So it's Monday again tmr.
Time flies uh.
Okay and I can proudly say that, I've enjoyed my two days of school and ofcourse, my weekend.
Let's start of with Thursday.
NAPFA~
I did well I guess?
Managed to get the 40th position out of the 184 girls who ran
But had stitches and walked twice.
Nvm, there's always next year :D
And I wanna tell all my friends out there, regardless what position you got, you have done your best :)
After that went dinner with Xavier and joycelina, which was quite enjoyable as well I guess :)

Friday, is always my favorite day in the week :)
Hmm partly because of the slackish lessons I have that day,
And coz of guitar.
Prac was normal I guess :)
Went dinner with qiqing yanguang and this guy whose name I can't mention :)
Quite funny listening to all the Kpop stuff ^^

Saturday, tuition and erm, I practically slacked my day away.
And yanguang's 1111 SMS totally made my day. :)

And today! Went fish spa with my mum and bro, which was pretty cool :)
And went longkang fishing which made me perspire like some crap. Haha :)
Ate pepper lunch and shop awhile ^^

I hope tmr will be a good headstart for the upcoming week.
Havent study for geog test yet, I should really stop procrastinating ><
so yea, I kinda became a happier girl this few days which is a good sign I guess.

Although some people are really fake and they lie about every single thing,
But I've decided to not care about them anymore.
I mean like, if they don't appreciate it, what's the use of me getting all emotional for them?

It's always you.

Posted by Monday, August 8, 2011 8:48 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Back blogging after a veryvery long time.
Really sorry about that~
okay anyway many things happened this few days.
Good stuff and bad stuff.

Okay let's start this long wordy post with today's national day celebration.
Hmm the celebration itself wasn't very fun,
But going to vic's house was fun.
Laughed like SHYT and yea, played Indian poker.
But somehow, it feels different.
And I was supposingly very happy till I heard and saw stuff that I didn't wanna know.
I really really wished that I'm just thinking too much and stuff, but apparently, that isn't the case.
Why did I have to see that? Really.
I really wished that I didnt know anything.
Okay whatever, next.

2.4 was cancelled last Thursday due to the rain.
Which totally spoiled my mood coz I was already all geared up for the run.
Went for lunch with joycelina and xavier.
Wasn't fun at all because there's someone who I really hate, he tagged along.
Ruined my mood.
But it kinda got better after going to shop with joycelina~

Took back some of our results for the past few common tests.
Not really fantastic and there's room for improvement.
English summary and compre: 35/45
Chinese book test: 37/50
History test: 11/18
Not gonna elaborate about that.

Okay now time for all the random stuff.
I'm thankful for all my friends.
I really truly am.
No matter how bad my day had been, there will always be someone who will just make my day.
Maybe through a tweet, or a SMS,
And I really appreciate it alot.

Many things are no longer the same anymore.
You are not the same anymore.
Do you know how freaking scared I am to lose you?
I'm scared that with her around, you wouldn't want me anymore.
I'm scared that one day, you, my closest friend, is gonna be a random stranger.
You were the one who made feel important on my worse days,
And now, you are also the one who make me feel so insignificant.
I dont know what's going on between us.
But I know, and is certain that, our relationship is no longer the same anymore.
All the promises that you made, as long as you can remember 1 of them,
I'll be really happy. Really. Really.
Just one.

I think it's time for me to keep a distance from everyone. From everything that's happening.
I need time to sort out my thoughts i guess.
I'm tired. Mentally and physically.

Despite everything that's happening, I'm still thankful for everything.
As everything serves as a lesson for me.
I sincerely hope that everything will be fine soon.
I look forward to days when I'll be genuinely happy.
I look forward to days when everything will be back to normal.
Everything will be over very very soon <3

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