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Please don't leave me.
Posted by Sunday, July 10, 2011 7:45 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
It's gonna be an emo post again. So if u are expecting a post filled with happy stuff then u shouldn't read this >< okay all I can say now is life isn't going very well for me. My results are totally screwed up. Had handover on friday, And I disappointed ALOT of people. I'm sorry :( Sorry linjing, I know u are trying to help me in every way you can, and I'm totally not cherishing it :( And everytime I remember how guilty you looked when you talk to me, I feel damn bad, and feel as if I've totally disappointed you. I'm sorry. Sorry Xavier, I know you hate it when I start blaming myself, but I really can't help it because I really feel that it's my fault. But I really want to thank you because everytime I feel that I'm such a failure in life, that no one cares about me and no one will be there even if I cry my tears dry, you will be there to ask if I'm okay. And yes, u are the first and the only one who noticed and asked me that on friday. And I'm really thankful for that. And you even tried encouraging me that night. Thanks, I'm glad I have you in my life. And thanks Chloe. Thanks for reading my tweet and showing me that u care even when it's already almost 2am in the morning. Thanks for telling me that u love me and will be there for me when I feel really really down that day. Thanks for worrying about me when there's actually no néed for you to do that. Thanks for Playing an important role in my life, and encouraging me everytime I need someone to talk to. <3 I love u ALOT ALOT. And yes, that day, I really cried. Ive let don't ALOT of people and disappointed everyone who gave me their support :( I'm so so sorry. Sorry that I'm not as capable as the others. Sorry that my results ain't as good as theirs. Sorry that I'm not as well liked as them. |